Read my entries at your own risk.

Sometimes, you can be a lil vain, thinking that my entries are about you.
Who knows, you're probably right.

I am who I am.
I don't care what you're gonna say so might as well, shut up!

The name is farahDee.
Get the spelling right,
Because each time you got it wrong,
I hate you a lil bit more.

Republic Poly | DSLM
Dharma - Malay Dance.
29th March 1993.

The stage is my playground.

Laugh out loud.
Ada Cinta - Acha Septriasa ft. Irwansyah.

HAHAHAHA.
Stop it sehh Shol & Apit.
HHAHAHAHAAA.


JaguarPit says:
baik shol
~ShOLihIn16~ says:
ella!
~ShOLihIn16~ says:
hahaha


JaguarPit says:
kau patut panggil kte abg!
JaguarPit says:
abg shol
JaguarPit says:
abg apit
JaguarPit says:
haha
farahD ; {./ & I cry seeing 37 broken hearts flying by. ; (*) porcelainRAGDOLL. says:
ehhhh.
JaguarPit says:
haha
JaguarPit says:
haha


~ShOLihIn16~ says:
try sikit?
~ShOLihIn16~ says:
hahaha
~ShOLihIn16~ says:
cepat!
farahD ; {./ & I cry seeing 37 broken hearts flying by. ; (*) porcelainRAGDOLL. says:
abang shol, dah makan?

Eh, funny upside down the world larrr sehh!
AHAHAHAHAH.

Eh apit!
Stop it with the word Ella kay!
Nanti kau!
Aku dapat cari kau, kau kene atas bawah nan aku!
:P

Pergi Vivo cari perempuan ke aper?!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Shush.
We three know, the public don't know.
:D

Eh, the third update of the day.
My life is super duper dull!
:D

Sustained happiness can be attained through the practice of making simple, immediate decisions.
Sebab aku meragu pada dirimu.

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Miracle.
6 minutes - Jonas Brothers.

9 WHAT’S:
1. What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? -What's going to happen today? And that very one person. :]
2. What did you do last night? - Ceiling gazing. Tears wasting. Reflecting.
3. What is the most important part of your life? - My family. That very one person. My stuffs. :]
4. What would you rather be doing right now? - Just chilling at home.
5. What did you last cry over? - That very one person.
6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? - Friends, Donuts, Chocolates, Music.
7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other? - Character & Personality.
8. What are you worried about? - Change of feelings.
9. What are you looking forward to most in this week? -Tanjung Pinang! :D

8 HAVE YOU’S:
1. Have you ever liked someone while you had a girlfriend/boyfriend? - HAHAHA. I don't dare.
2. Have you ever had your heart broken? - I'm more to a person who always has her heart breaks than being a heartbreaker.
3. Have you ever been out of the country? - Duh-uh~
4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? - I suppose?
5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend? - Like usually, yes?
6. Have you ever had the cops called on you? - I'm a goody, you know. :]
7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you? - HAHAHAH. NO.
8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? -oh yes. :D

EIGHT WHO’S:
1. Who was the last person you saw in school? - The Guides?
2. Who was the last person you kissed? - Hrm, go figure yaw. :D
3. Who was the last person you texted? - Nazirah Darla.
4. Who was the last person to call you? - Erk, none.
5. Who was your first crush? - My, thats ages ago.
6. Who is the last person who texted you? - Nazirah laaar.
7.Who is the last person you freaked out on? - Well?
8. Who did you last hug? - Eh, who eh?

SEVEN WHEN’S:
1.When was your last shower? - Hours ago. HAHAAA.
2. When did you last see your mom? - This morning.
3. When was your last time you saw your dad? - Also, this morning.
4. When did you last went out? - Yesterday noon.
5. When was the last time you cried? - Yesterday night.
6. When did you last go to the movies and with who? - Last week with that very one person. :]
7. When did you last listen to music? -Now?

SIXWHERE’S:
1. Where does your best friend live? - Right in my heart. :]
2.. Where did you last go? - Jurong.
3. Where did you last hang out? - Jurong.
4. Where do you go to school? - Jurong Secondary School @FutureSchool. =.=!
5. Where is your favorite place? - In my room. Anywhere where there is a Coffee Bean! :D
6. Where did you sleep last night? - Soalan cepumas~

FIVE DO’S/DOES:
1. Do you like someone right now? - No. I love that very one person.
2. Does he/she like you too? - Ha?
3. Do you ever wish you were someone else? - Used to but NOONE ELSE IS ME. So I rather be me. :]
4. Do you know the muffin man? - Ha?
5. Does the future scare you? - OH HELL YES!

THREE WHY’S:
1. Why are you best friends with your best friend/s? - They understand me inside out. :]
2. Why did your parents give you the name you have? - They thought it's one of a kind. Unfortunately, NO. :D
3. Why are you doing this survey? - To kill the time. :]

THREE IF’S:
1.If you could have one superpower,what would it be? - The ability to read people's mind.
2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you? - Yes. Which is change myself. :)
3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring one thing what would it be? - That very one person.

TWO WOULD-YOU-EVER’S:
1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you? - WHAT A QUESTION. NEXT!
2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love? - But why shave my head?

ONE LAST QUESTION:
1. Are you happy with your life right now?- Mum told me not to lie. Thus, I think I am happy.
I don't know?

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That was oh so random.
I'm bored.
Dad didn't allow me to go anywhere today since I'm going Tanjung Pinang tomorrow.
I'm tired plus moneyless anyway.
(:

I really wish things will get into place soon!
Like really, really soon!
I want to start my new year with happiness.
Don't you?

Am I dreaming or what?!
That's a question!
HAHAHAHA.

& I've yet to pack my bag for tomorrow.
AIYAH.
I will start the job tonight.
Now time, please hurry. I can't stand living at home.
All aloney in this roomy of mine.
D:

& Dad said that school will be starting on the second.
I'm dreading it.
Like totally!

When work is a pleasure, life is a joy.
It's the sixth, baby.

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We lost it.
Bleeding Love - Leona Lewis.

& there's no greater agony than bearing an unwritten story inside you.

It's TWENTYNINE.
*sigh.

Projects that reach their target and give you a sense of achievement are reasons to be happy.
It could be that he's moved on. :[

P.S. Afiq, your cooking RHAWKS THE HELL OUT OF ME.
:D

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Donuts are the only thing.
Missing you always - Taufik Batisah.

My sister bought me six doughnuts.
Finally, a lil sense of happiness.
:/

I still have 3 doughnuts left.
I guess, I'll savoured a lil tomorrow instead.
So that, I'll feel a lil sense of happiness everyday.

It's a surprise how can I produce tears so much in a short time.
Macam cool gitu kan?
Tak lama lagi, jadi Kasim Selamat.
Style gitu kan?

Mum is being so hilarious can?
She said she called the house for upteenth of times but hell, even my sis and her boyfriend didn't hear a single ring.
Abeh, aku kene Babi.
Pikir style uh tu marah anak macam gitu.

I ADMIT,
I'M UNDERGOING A WHOLE LOAD OF STRESS DURING THIS HOLIDAY.
THUS MY FOUL MOOD.
BUT I BET YOU DIDN'T LOVE BEING CALLED AN AWFUL THING BY YOUR OWN MUM, DID YOU?
GREAT.

I DID HAVE A WONDERFUL, MEMORABLE CHRISTMAS.
NOT!
D:

Geeee, I remembered, I used to share all these emotions with the one I love over the phone.
I used to cry over the phone telling how much I feel abandoned.
How much I feel lonely whenever I'm at home.
Do you remember what you used to tell me?
I do.
It's still vivid in my mind.
I felt like it was just yesterday you told me those.
But the reality was, it was months ago.
:[

Anyway, tonight's Love Actually.
Looks great eyh?
I wanna watch those while my sis use my lappy.
Hers broke down.
Damn it!

Oh.
I realised it's my second post for the day.
My life's dull.
I know.

4 days to new year.
& I'm still not feeling okay.
Macam gerek gitu kan?

Anything that exercises the imagination in a positive way is a source of happiness.
I've got a problem. I've got an addiction. I'm addicted to you.

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Far too soon.
Semua Tentang Kita - Peterpan.

I just want to tell you what's written in my mind.
I don't want to hold those apologisation for far too long. It will just kill me inside.
I'm sorry I disrupted your peaceful night.
I'm sorry for everything. From the littlest mistake to my huge, humongous ones.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Okay, I bet you are sick of it. Sick of me, sick of everything.

I am too.
I'm sick of myself so much I wish the floor will just crack open and swallow me up.
I wish I could be the one who can cool you down.
But talking to me was already a big deal to you.

I already did my part.
To apologised and say what's inside my head.
I wanted so much to act like I'm happy and can carry on.
But Mum told me not to lie.
Thus, I apologised before all of it eats up my heart.

I thank God really.
It's sucha miracle that I didn't turn nuts.

Naz said I have to look hard enough to see my bright side of life.
The problem here is, my energy is used up already.
But it's okay.
I believe in miracle. I believe in Karma.
I'm sure, at the end of this, I'm going to feel a great sense of satisfaction cause it's over.
But till then, I'm still gonna be the moody, gloomy me.

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Let the pictures talk.


I'm all ready (not) for my Sentosa trip. [:


Beach soccer, yaw.
:]


Everyone caught in action, yaw.
:]


The guys in the sea.
Danial was so afraid that his hair would be in a mess.
Crazy dude~
HAHAHA.

Okay, I swam in the sea too.
Shush okay.
I'm not supposed to!
D:


We went here!
:D


SFS.
The two A girls are not able to come along.
I miss them so.


I love them so.
[:


Coincidently, Danial & I wore green on the way home.
:]


Hayat pouring the champaigne.
:]

Exactly a year ago, I went down to Sentosa happily with you.
A year later, I went down to Sentosa with a broken heart and full of memories.

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I'm rotting today.
I can't keep my mind occupied.
I bet I gonna spend the rest of the day moaning and gloomy.
WHAT A PERFECT WAY TO CELEBRATE A NEW YEAR ahead.
:/

Its ATIQAH HABSAH BIG DAY TODAY!
:D
HAPPY FOURTEENTH SAFAS' BABY!
WE LOVE YOU.

Happiness is power of being organized.
Akan tiada kini tawamu untuk menghapuskan semua sepi dihati.
:[

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Everything under the sun.
Usah Lupaskan - Taufik Batisah.

Sentosa was awesome.
8 people turned up.
But who the hell cares?
We had fun, yaw!
Those absent should have come.
;]

Went home via MRT after waiting for the bus so long.
Memories engulfed me.
Tears dropped.
Who Cares?

My heart's feel dead.
I feel dead.
Noone knows.
Right?

And Eddie, you suck!
:D

Proper update?
Later.
:]

Happiness is any kind of surprises but bad ones.
I write your name perfectly on the sand, but the water washes it away. I carved your name right on my heart and forever it'll stay.

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I guess, amnesia is the only way for me to forget about you.
Angels brought me here - Guy Sebastian.


Waiting for Mum to get ready for ages.
Thus, the random picture above.
:]

Once ready, headed down to Jurong East to collect my Upper Secondary Uniform for 2008!
I was super excited, can?
Oh lala.
:D

After that, headed down to JP to buy two school shoes.
Each bought it differently.
Mum treated me The Coffee Bean.
Pure Chocolate with cream is Love!
:D

Mum wanted to eat so accompanied her.
Bought a dress. Paid by mum.
(:
It's pink again, yaw!
:D

Finally, headed home!
I'm super duper tired.

A-and tomorrow!
To SENTOSA, yaw!
:D

& oh yes.
I tried my upper secondary uniform.
I looked retarded!


HAHAHAA.
Mum said the skirt is short.
She's potek or what?
Where got short?!
=.=!

Okay.
I seriously need a break.
Anyone have kitkats?
Or any other chocolates?
Or perhaps, ICE CREAM!?
D:

A-and talking about school,
I have not yet touched my Emaths & Amaths homework.
Okay, it's stupid to know that I have Amaths homework when I don't even
have the basic for that particular subject!
Dang it~

Happiness is having a handful of teachers, coaches or guides who lead through inspiration.
You're the answer to my prayer, baby.



Caramel frap & a lolly.
The Way I Do - Marcos Hernandez.

Zoo outing today was absolutely awesome.
My wish has finally come true.
(:

& it's true, Zoo has changed. Alot.
The environment was so much better, so much more organised.
And I met Ron!
He worked there as a photographer. Cool one, dude!
:D

Almost everyone thought that we lied, I meant Irah & I.
They thought that we didn't really go to the zoo for the only two of us. They thought they were some others who were following as well. But we were true.
It WAS only two of us.
A-and so what is the question.
;]

It was scorching hawt though.
Both of us were perspiring non stop.
Totally like the animals in pink.
;)

We managed to cover the whole place in just 4 hours.
By walking.
There were four animals we didn't manage to see but hell, the rest were awesome.
Nazirah & I were prolly argueing with each other on which way to go from time to time.
But we still managed to set our foot everywhere.
Oh yeaaah!
:D

By 5, we got tired and decided to have our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner over at Orchard, Lido.
:)

We reached there merely an hour later which is almost 7.
I'm swear the shopping centre was pack. & we waited for almost 20 minutes just to find ourselves a seat.
& yeaaaah, I got a super nice caramel frap.
And of course it's super nice. It's free, yaw.
:D
Thanks Mister Aidil.

Oh yeah.
He's working. Thus, we decided to eat over at Lido.
And we had our seat just in front of the Starbucks.
Irah had her usual Combo 1 from ljs while I changed my taste buds. I decided to have KFC, instead.
:D

Slacked and slacked.
Till 8.20.
Decided to move off.
In need of the Ladies urgently.
Soon after, walked around and admire the super duper nice clothes and accessories.
Gaaaah.
The ADIDAS stuffs almost made me drool can?
Okay. Whatever.
Shush!

We only boarded the train at 8.55PM.
Went Jurong for a moment.
I got bored and decided to ask Dad to send me home.

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Dear you,
I realised my mistakes. & I am sorry that I'm the cause of all this mess.
Yes, because of me, you lost your friends.
Because of me, our names rot.
Because of me, we both suffer.
Because of me, we didn't end up like how we plan months ago.

I've told him, not to bother about me anymore.
& I hope he would figure out things and be friends with you again.
You may want to set me free, but I wouldn't be with anyone else.

Now I see the whole story.
We both misunderstood.
We should have talked through this all along. But we didn't.
& now?
I've made a gigantic mistake of my own.
It's true, I can't turn back the time.

Baby, it's Christmas.
We should be wishing each other and be happy.
But what am I doing here? Sulking all the time.

Baby, New Year's coming.
We are suppose to plan our 2oo8's Resolutions.
But what are we doing?

Baby, I got all those insults too.
I got all those scoldings too.
I've made a fool out of myself.
But why do you think I'm still here, still caring for all these stuffs?
I don't have to tell, baby.
Cause I know you know.

& baby, trust me.
I shall take all those blames from you.

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Here's pictures.


We're finally at the ZOO!
:D


White Tiger, yaw!
:D


Saniyah, Afidah.
Does that name looks familiar?
Hrrrrrrm.
:D


Super bonchet,
like ME!
:D


Super duper big snake!
Super duper scary okay!
Dx


Fatass snake.
Like totally, can?
:D


Cute right the name?
I cant stop my ass from laughing laaar.
Totally!
:D


Alvin & the chipmunks!
Super cute can?!
OHMYGAAAAH.
:D


While enjoying the Elephant Show.
:D


Hey yaw!
:D




Thanks a whole load!
:D


Okay, requested.
MUAHAHAHAAHAA.
:D


Worth the exhaustion.
Right babe?
:D

Oh.
Merry Christmas, everyone!

Happiness is entering into any endeavour determined to play your very best.
I'm sorry I couldn't make you smile.

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KJ GIRLS,
WE NEED TO TALK.
& I'M SERIOUS ABOUT IT.

I'M HEADING DOWN TO THE ZOO WITH IRAH DARLING.
I HOPE THIS OUTING SHALL HEAL ME A BIT.

AND TO YOU,
SOME THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID.
DON'T EXPECT THE ANSWER TO BE SEND AT YOUR DOORSTEP RIGHT AWAY. GO FIGURE.
NOT YOU AJ. :)

Being part of a team is better than being a solo contender.
Can I take your hand? We've got nothing left to prove.

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Eating at Sakura for merely two hours.
But I did not eat that much.
Had Ice Cream in the end.
Super delicious.
(:


Went Jurong Spring after that.
Met Nazirah.
Blabbed nonsense. SMSed people.
Super hilarious.
BLABLABLA.
Okay.

Headed home.
Zoo outing on the 29th is cancelled.
I'm going on Monday, with my one and only girlfriend,
Nazirah!
:D

The other two girls are not able to make it.
Super sad can?
Then, after zoo, perhaps, we shall go to erms, the Christmas countdown!
:D
Oh yeaaaaah.

We shall have some fun okay darling?
:)
Oh. I wanna go to Suntec City too!
There's a book fair laaaar siol!
:D

Okay.
Daaaa~

Happiness is remembering passes, exams or driving tests.
I wish I could read your mind.

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Let's just skip about how I'm feeling lately.
I'm just gonna switch the mood for a moment. Alright?

So anyway, on Friday!
Got super bored when Khai MSNed with me and asked me if I wanted to follow Qiqi, Dee and himself to town. Since I'm bored, and I knew there's a lady following, I tagged along.
A-and Dee, I'm not eighteen, please!
HAHAHAHAHHA.

So met them at 3PM over at the first cabin of a train.
Super pack I tell you.
Settled down and new friend found!
Oh yeeeeeah.
Okay. Whatever.

Talked nonsense and blabla.
We went Orchard then.
GAAAAAAH.
Memories can?
I remembered Faizal sang Mimpi Manis' song in the middle of the pathway. What the hell!
Hilarious okay.
Oh. That's when the four of us, caught Hairspray.
:')

Anyway, Khai wanted to take back his tak guna phoney, but the queue was long so we forgot all about it. & had lunch over at Lido!
:')
I had ljs, as usual.
& the three others had Pastamania.
Super kecoh uh they all.
&& I saw FAUZI working at Starbucks!
OMG?!
HAHHAAHAHAA.
And talked to her sweet girlfriend for a moment.
You know, I know, babe!
:)

Ate and ate.
Then, we headed down to Esplanade.
It was already six when we reached.
Super funny laaar.
Talked nonsense again and again.

Khai: Aku rasa Merlion nie kene antar pergi doktor.
Others: Ha? Kenapa?
Khai: Sebab dia asyik muntah jekk.
What the hell! Funny sial.
HAHAHAHAAA.

Then snapped pictures and blabbed nonstop till 7 when Helmi and his super cute girlfriend, Zee came down.
Okay. Another friends made.
:)

& Zee seriously think I'm not fourteen until I showed her my EZ Link card.
She did ask for my IC. But hell, I won't be getting it till im 18, I heard.
:/

Then, went to Marina and slacked somemore.
Camwhored somemore.
Super funny laaar the people.
At 9, headed down back to Jurong.
Super long journey.
Fell asleep laaaar. What the hell!
HAHAHAHHAA.

Okay, reached Jurong at 1010.
Went somewhere after that. The parents went up to someone's house but the kids were left downstairs. I'm super lazy to go up anyway.
:)

They played Old Maid.
Super hilarious.
A-and soon after, three policemen came by. I was shock and afraid that they would asked us for our EZ Link card or IC. I left my EZ Link card in my dad's van, thus I was afraid.
But I think Izzat save the day. He's the youngest so the policemen couldn't accuse us for doing things that were illegal or something.
:)

Headed home.
And walls around me crumbling down.
GAAAAAH.

Saturday!
Woke up at 2PM.
Super late can?
Watched A Walk to Remember. A super touching movie I never got bored watching.
:)

Slept again at 4 and woke up an hour later.
Bathed, changed and off I went to CC.
I've not yet eaten since morning, thus my stomach was humming a tune of its own.
:/

I got a hold of the Official landyard and off I did my job.
Tiring but fun with my girlfriends around.
:)

Dewi, my cousin, returned me the band.
I was shock yet happy to have it back.
Thanks cousin.
:D

I was searching up and down for that band & it was with YOU!
Pffffft!
xD

Fathul was funny yesterday night.
He was crying and we asked why was he wailing like nobody's business.
And he replied innocently, he's sleepy.
=.=!
Reached home merely at one in the morning.

Shafiq called to talk for a moment.
He was at his utmost semangat mood to gather the KJs today.
Ended up, he woke up late and I woke up late too.
=.=!
So, cancelled everything.

Guess what?
I want to go
SINGAPORE DISCOVERY CENTRE!

&& 26th!
Sentosa outing!
Malay class gathering, yaw!
I hope most of them will be able to come down.
:/

A-and today?
I rot laaaar sial.
Everyone's out doing their own stuffs together.
My parents.
My sis and her boyfriend.
Except me! Who has absolutely nothing to do except to chat with this hilarious Khairi.
Okay. I've got so many friends whose name start with Khai!
*grrrrr!

Christmas is in two days time.
I'm going to tanjung pinang in a week's time.
New year is merely 8 days away.
Everything's happening too fast.

Anyway, here's pictures.
:)


Nazirah aka ALVIN!
:D


Shamirah my super duper girlfriend.
:D


Me & Izzat.
Super cute laaar he.
:D


Khai, Dee & Qiqi.
:D


Chocolates from Mrs Field.
Super sedap!
:D


Qiqi, Dee, Khai & Me.
FRIENDS!
:D


Never ending.
Always pose for camera.
What the hell lah kan?


FIRIZQI.
:D


Qiqi, Khai & me.
BFF laaaar seh!
:D


There's nothing funny actually.
We just pose for the camera.
:D


Slacking with Helmi and girlfriend.
:D


Going back via 97.
Super long journey.
Pantat sakit laaar sehh!

To Afidah:
Afidah girlfriend!
Thanks alot for that short dedication that you made.
It made me smile and it also brought tears to my eyes. That's the sweetest thing I've ever get so far. :)
I know you girls will be right behind me to support me.
I'm thankful for everything.
God has made me meet you girls. & that's a miracle.
Alhamdullillah.

To Najah:
Thanks for all those encouragements.
I appreciate it alot.
:)
& its true, we are not just four girls, we are one small family together.
I love you.
& that is all matters.
:D

DANIAL,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.
Your birthday was yesterday, dude!
:D

Originality and the feeling of one's own dignity are achieved only through work and struggle.
Siapakah yang dikau maksudkan?

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Can I sleep without having my eyes being so teary?
Can I sleep soundly?
Can I finally understand what's the meaning of happiness?
Can I? Can I?!

It's close to 4. And what the hell am I doing here, sobbing my hearts out?!
To be frank, my mind was nowhere when I was at town with those friends of mine. I'm there physically. But mentally? Nah-uh.

Tolong uh.
Jangan dera hati I macam gini.
I dah tak nak nangis setiap malam. I tak nak mata I bengkak setiap kali I bangun dari tidur.
I tak nak masa silam kita menghantui tidur I setiap malam dan hanya akan memakan hati I.

Do you know my parents ask about you?
Do you know my friends ask about you?
Do you know that even my sis' boyfriend ask about you?
Do you know that I always think about you?

Nuff said.
I think it's true.
He's over me.
D:

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGH~

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This year's Hari Raya AidilAdha is celebrated slackily.
I didnt even wear my Baju Kurung when I went up to my grandmother's place.
It's so, so slacky.
Plus, I don't even feel like celebrating it. I just don't have the mood to.
If not because of my Mum who has been shouting to wake me up, I wouldn't even think I would open up my eyes. All I want is sleep.
:/

I just ate few drumsticks of chicken. Then, I had cookies done by my aunt. That's all I had for my breakfast cum lunch.
Went home at 1PM.
Chatted and chatted till 2PM.
Since then, I went to watch the teevee over at Mum's room since there's air conditioner. (:
The story Chah touched my heart and soul. I cried so badly.
Next was Tentang Bulan. The story reminds me of SAFAS.
In that story, the moon was their witness over their ties of friendship. For us, it was the phrases we said it out loud together. Remember girls?
:)

Both story really brought me to tears.
The way the story goes and all. It made me miss somebody so so much.
That eventually, I couldn't stop my tears from falling.
:/

I fell asleep eventually.
With my eyes so so teary.
At 7, I got cold and shifted place. Went back to my room.
& tried so hard to sleep but whenever I closed my eyes, the pictures appeared in my mind.
How am I suppose to sleep if I continue crying?

Every memories are like every pieces of my heart.
I wanted to collect all the memories again so that I could fix my heart, but everytime I did, it's so painful that I wanna stop doing it.
How?
I don't know how.
Do you?

I'm done.
& Naz, thanks eh.
MINDS perrr~
&& prince charming aku datang naik BAB-I ka paaaa~
Siol uh korang!
HAHAHHAA.

One of the saddest things is that the only thing a man can do for eight hours a day, day after day, is work. You can't eat for eight hours a day nor drink for eight hours nor make love for eight hours.
I miss that place that you are currently at now.

Labels: IMY.

Kirim aku malaikatmu,
Kerna ku sepi berada di sini
& di dunia ini, aku tak mau sendiri.

Looking back at my entries, I smiled. Remembering how happy I was. Remembering every details of what happenned every day of the month. I never get bored.
Cause afterall, that's the only way for me to feel what I once felt. Really felt.
Not like now. You can't see through me. You wouldn't know what's in my mind, what's in my thought, how has my heart doing. Do you?
Course not!

It's gonna sound stupid, I know.
You spitted, and now, you wanna lick it back?
But lemme tell you, I wouldn't want to spit it in the first place. I spitted RELUCTANTLY.
If you guys get what I mean.
):

I want my old cheery FarahD.
The bubbly, jovial one.
The one that will laughed hysterically even at a tiniest joke.

I don't want to undergo a rollercoaster ride.
Asking questions that won't have any answers.
I just want to know what's really going on. With me. With you.

I wish I could turn back time.
I wish I was the one that you were afraid to lose.
I wish I was the one who won't make you down.
I wish I was the one who will make you smile and proud all the time.
But I just can't live in a I wish world. Can I?
:'(

& yes, I know, the chance I had just slipped off from me.
Cause yep, __ said I've changed.
I'm more than just a feminine lady.
Even though, I think I never change, I just cant really judge myself.
Can I?

Most importantly, I'm really afraid to face 2008.
I just don't want the history to repeat.
B-but if it does, do I have a choice?
Who am I to stop?
Who am I to judge?
I'm just that ordinary girl in everyone's life.

A-and Nazri, don't worry.
Cause we are both on the boat of heartwreck.
You're not alone.
;)

I'm done.
Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha to all Muslims.
:')

After the rigors of a long day the happiest thing to come home to is the grace of tenderness.
I want to fold you to fold your heart with me.

Labels: IMY

18th December 2007.
The day is spent splendidly.
:)

First of all, my dearest Syahidah sent me a message if I wanted to meet and catch things up over an ice cream.
I agreed since Mister Aidil Jufri hadn't wake up yet.
It was drizzling while I was waiting for my dearest Syahidah.
Once she arrived, we both went bonkers, and hugged in the middle of nowhere.
HAHAA.
Okay, so we bought Ben&Jerry's.
:)

Took 240 and it was raining super heavy.
And whenever there's a vehicle which drove past us at the bus stop, there would be a huge splash and we both stand behind the seats just because we didn't want to get wet.
GAAAAH.
Damn the rain!
After a few minutes, the rain subsided and we both walked hurriedly to the nearest shelter.
Finally!
:D

Enjoyed Ben&Jerry's. It was super cold but we both enjoyed it.
& we talked about everything under the sun. Erk, perhaps, in the rain. HAHAHAA.
I finally met my dearest Syahidah. Ive yet to meet my darling Siying!
D:

And about 315 PM, we walked off from Jurong Lake Park.
:)
We still have loads to share.
Right darling?

& then, met Mister Aidil at the Interchange.
Took 197 and headed down to Bugis. He already booked the tix online.
And we watched ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS.
Oh My God!
Theodore is super duper ultimately cute, can?!
GAAAAAH!
I wantttttt that THEODORE larrr please!
:D

I bought Ice Lemon Tea and Nachos.
And Mister Aidil finished up the cheese!
GAAAA.
Okay, better than we left it uneaten.
& the Ice Lemon Tea was super sweet can?
D:

At 7, the show ended and we headed off to West Coast.
Had dinner.
I was super hungry and the atmosphere was super cold, can?

Blabbed and bought Teenage over at 7-11.
Talked and talked and without us realising, it was already 10 PM.
Took 143 and dropped one bus stop after my supposedly alighted bus stop and we both walked halfway. Chatted and departed.
:)

Dad and Mum was all cool about it.
I've reached home at about 1040 lar please!
I'm tired but I did have fun watching the movie and all.
:)

Thanks yeah, Mister Aidil Jufri.
:D

& I admitted that Teban is extra scarier after 10 o'clock.
HAHAHAHA.
Whatever!

I still can't upload my pictures!
Urrrrrgh~

The happiest result is the one that you worked hard for.
I don't know what I'm feeling.

Labels: IMY.

I'm NOT surprised that Hady won the Asian Idol.
Not surprised as in it's expected he won cause I know he'll be competing with others who have more powerful voices. But I'm just not proud enough.
I don't know. Cause I really, really feel that Taufik should have took home the trophy. Unfortunately, they sent Hady off.
D:

&& I went to Sony Ericsson service centre again, hoping so bad that I could retrieve back my phoney but unlucky was on my side today. They said that they would be repairing the everything for my phoney so they will take a longer time. This is really sickenning. I want my Sony back!

Anyway, I reached home at 630 PM today. & Mum told me that Nazri has been calling me twice. Sense it was important, so i contact him again.
Got to know, I had to meet Kak Lutfiah at 730 which is merely an hour later. Changed again and went out.
& some buggers irritatingly asking for my number. Urgh~
Pissing me off really bad.
):

So met Kak Lut and went off to have dinner at Pizza Hut.
Kak Lut's treat.
:D
Thanks a whole load.

& now, I'm home.
Reached at 9.12PM.
I'm so tired.

Anyway, my dearest Syahidah and Siying will be coming over tomorrow. I so so so can't wait!
:D
It's been ages right darling?
I miss all the both of you super bad, you know.
D:

Currently, I'm thinking, shall I accept the sort of volunteery work or not?
It's 5 bucks per hour, people!
Those interested, come find me!
:)

&& 11 days till ZOO VISITING!
Siallah! Can't wait sehhhhh~
:D

& since I've not yet retrieved my phoney, you guys can jolly well wait for the pictures.
I'm sorry.

Honest labor bears a lovely face.
Those pictures really kill me on the inside.

Labels: IMY

I'm stucked at home today.
But sis bought home some Ben&Jerry's Ice Cream since I said I'm craving for it.
Thanks laaaaar!
:D

Pictures are sent!
Here it is!


Going to town.
:)


Splendid view.


Colourful thang.


With them, I could turn bonkers.


Oh Look at those sexaye legs.
:)


On the way to Escape.
:D


We had BK and Orange Julius yaw.
:D


In the train with my dearest scandal.
:D


At fountain of wealth.
:D


Pause!
:D


First lady.
HAHAHAHA.


Esplanade walkway, yaw.
:D


Shadows of Najah & me.
:D


The display I mentioned.
Pretty aint it?


Is there any calamine left?
I wanna spray that fly awaaaaay~
HAHAHAH.
Love that lady.
:)


I present,


Siti Nur Shamirah, people!
:D

And I still have somemore which have yet to be transfered.
And pictures at niyah's crib.
Patience people.
:D

& they asked,
" Who have your heart right now, Farah? "
And I kept quiet.
Cause I'm quite afraid to answer.

Our minds are always at the level we believe ourselves to be at. Many a mailroom clerk could run the company if he or she were only asked.

Labels: only pictures

" You, haters, are confused admirers who can't understand why everybody else likes me, "

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